akemi6699

"sex is a good thing"

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 23:38:42 GMT

Heylo..
I'm not very good at updating this journal..it's kinda on the bottom of my things to do list..or want to do list..anywayz..
I dyed my hair..it's a werido purple..i dont think i like it..everyone else says they do..werid..
My english teacher told me i'm a closet werid person today..
It was kinda werid..but it was funny at the time until everyone told me to come out of the closet..then it just wasnt funny.. I'm NOT gay!...um...anyway
Omg! you stupid fuckers who have been absent for three days come to school!! (meaning Andrew and Ashley) I miss you guys!..you sadly like the only semi happy people in the world that have anything interesting to say.

I'm sooo bored..so i'm not going to bore anyone else with stupid shit i have to say so bye!!

I love starbursts

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 20:40:00 GMT

I'm going to start writing in this journal again
For andrew
Everyone is free to read or whatever
ill update later tho
bye!

Farewell

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:26:25 GMT

Heylo oh dear journal of mine
My computer broke..it's not that i've been neglecting you.
My computer is all fixed now..but i think im going to have to abandon you..
People who shouldn't be reading you are..so I need to find a new one..
So I won't have to worry about every simple word i say getting around.
Goodbye journal..

We've had good times..

FuCk YoU

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 14:05:45 GMT

Ugh..people suck..soo very very very much..
I was suppose to hang out with Abby today..but..she went to the beach..with marissa..and people..so she ditched us...and im so pissed off i cant even tell you..so now hopefully we can go to someone else's house and study. I could fucking bitch about this for a fucking hour but i shouldn't talk shit about abby in my journal...Even though i reallllly want to...bleck nevermind..she decided not to go...im still mad though..i guess i shouldnt be..i guess i should earse this whole thing..but im not cuz im too fucking lazy..I'm tired im gunna go to sleep maybe..bye

It's a hard job being a slut..but somebody's got to do it..

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 17:29:22 GMT

Yesterday was the last day of classes..it was interesting..i kinda regret not going to ms.kim's class..i didnt get to say goodbye..by the end of the year..i almost liked her..So yeah everyone went to Naja's sweet 16..I went to Sarah's dance thing..it's always really interesting to watch..i love watching sarah though..like cuz she's my child so it's one of those proud moments..like her like 6 year old self is on a big stage just dancing away in a cute lil custome. Yeah so Last night was very interesting..the whole day was..And that is my update of the day..

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 21:58:29 GMT

I hate how people never comment unless u ask them to...well at less for me.

Another saturday..another day at home! This time it wasnt my fault though..i'm being forced to cuz of all those kick ass finals soon. And i think my dad and mom are going out and leaving me home with Sarah anywayz..YAY! i love them so much.. sigh..

So anyway! I slept so much i didnt get up until like 11! I was so proud of myself! I dont ever do that.. my body never lets me.

I watched Spirited away today. Aww it was a good movie... i want it..but its from the library..so i cant keep it..damn..I love movies like that.. Toturo and Princess Mononoke.

Well thats basicly all that happened so goodbye!

Depressed children taste good.

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 21:06:20 GMT

Hi Journal!

Today was a boring yet happy day! I had 3rd and 4th off. 7th i had a sub but i went anyway.. i know who does that? but it was mr.lien.. and we all know how i feel about him lol.

People take shit i say the wrong way a lot..ior twist my words around and make it into something bad..its irrating.

Since it seems to be a trend to tell everyone that your a mess in your journal i'm kinda join in too and be a big sheep!

Hi my name is samantha,
And i'm a Mess
(i know i've used that before about something else but lets pretend i didn't lol)
Life bites..really it does...But you know what! It don't get any better so suck it up bitches! and if something good does roll around savor it..love it..hold it.. keep it close and never let go.
And my other wonderful words of wisdom of the day for bitches is:
Don't complain about every little thing that happens cuz then when something big rolls around people will be more willing to listen.

NONE OF THIS IS DIRECTED AT ANY SPECIFIC PERSON!
So i dont want no comments say oh im sorry and bullshit like usual!

Love you all!

Hey another word of wisdom..When people tell you they love you don't argue

Wrap me up in plastic

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 20:43:29 GMT

Heylo oh dear journal of mine!

Since my mother isnt home at the moment i get to update quickly! I had a Earth science test today.. 1st period..i wanted to shoot my teacher. If i passed it by some amazing miracle i would the happiest person ever.. and it would mean i have the best quessing skills EVER! I also has a english test today but no gives a shit bout english cuz its easy. OKI ENOUGH OF SCHOOL LIFE!

omg but one more thing! Andrew didnt come today!!! But it's oki i'm still living lol. AND from what i can remember i think i might have had fun 5th period..talking shit about people u hate makes the world taste better.

OMG! SUNDAY! Abby's birthday! FUCKING AMAZING! I had fun. I think i had more fun then she did. Monday..NO SCHOOL so we ATTEMPTED to see shrek 2..well that didnt worked out well..so we went to applebees and then to petland...petland depressed me.. i want a tiny pet! i miss my hamsters and giberials..they were my best friends...bitchy parents.. one day im just gunna bring some home and love them forever and ever and ever! or i'll wait till i get older and buy like 20 of them and and walk them outside on leashes..! And omg there was a bunny there and i wanted to marry it. it was the cutest thing i ever did see. And abby seemed to really like one of those lizard things.. you no the lizard guy who does the car thingy commerical...one of those things.. Shut up i know what ur thinking! I'm stupid leave me alone!

Oki! my om is gunna be home soon and i feel like shit so off to bed i go! woohoo!

They should have shitty as a choice for mood

Sat, 29 May 2004 23:03:32 GMT

Hi!

So yeah i'm back now..with still nothing to really write about but never fear i'll come up with something.

I went a lot of places with my mom today she's been sad a lot lately so i've been trying to be her friend. Since it's saturday my dad is doing his whole wonderful drinking bullshit today. So he keeps starting fights with my mom i hate it. I fucking hate him sometimes. He's just another one of the many selfish people in the world. So yeah since my mom is at her meeting shit and my dad is drunk i have to take care of sarah and she's really cranky today. All in all today isnt a great day. BUT hopefully tomorrow will be! Cuz IT'S ABBY'S BIRTHDAY tomorrow!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!

alrighty thats the only update i have for the time being.

Bye!

Sat, 29 May 2004 18:05:59 GMT

Yay saturday! Yay Monday off!!

Yesterday was an interesting day School SUCKED like a lot i cant remember why but it did..like a lot so for some odd reason i stayed after to watch musicfest even tho i knew abby was gunna be drinking..I really shouldn't have cause the whole thing made be upset. Then after We all went to applebees it was fun and so was barnes and nobles. we read books to each other.. it was actually really stupid but it was fun some how lol.

Oki!I'm gunna go...I'll write later!bye bye!

Sun, 23 May 2004 19:56:16 GMT

I'm really bored..
It's almost 3:30 and i have done nothing with my day yet. It's too hot to do anything outside.
I'm gunna go look for quizzes to take and maybe some surveys or something i'm gunna put them on here just to be like everyone else.^.^

You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

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Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
boundries and rules. You tend to be on the
crazy side and often sweep people up along with
you. You are most likely the leader of your
group of friends. [please vote! thank you! :)]

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Four is enough right?
I might be back with more later..well if these work..if they dont i'll cry

Sun, 23 May 2004 19:00:27 GMT

Correction:

Cassie is my sister.. not my teacher lol.

Do us all a favor and just kill urself.

Sun, 23 May 2004 18:57:05 GMT

Hi everyone!

So as i suspected my poor cassie's prom sucked well..i dont relaly know but people dont like her now. I don't like the fact of what people are doing.. and i dotn think i would be any different even if she wasn't my teacher. I love cassie more then anyone else..She stood up for me the other day and i really feel the need to stand up for her.. but i cant just call up her friends and bitch them out. Cassie's Friends don't read this cuz well i'm not friends with them and if they did i would probably be pissed off. But Fuck you! except the select few. I would write a whole entry on Maddi and how much i hate her.. but i think everyone already knows ^.^ I thought about leaving a comment on her journal just to like bitch out at her but i didnt cuz i guess it's her and cassie's battle i would probably only make if worse for cassie anyway. I guess it's good she has had work a lot lately. but anyway something about me instead of my sister.

I went to abby's house yesterday i was fun.. i think..i dont really remember because i was so tired. I remember playing shithead. That was fun...i think.. i remember hitting abby a lot. I think i threw shoes at her but i dont remember if i actually did cuz i talked about throwing shoes at people a lot.. especially that specific person i hate a whole lot. I was sad kas couldn't come over :(

alrighty i'm gunna go now. bye bye

Fri, 21 May 2004 21:08:54 GMT

Hello my puppets

Thank you for actually answering my dumb questions lol it made me happy. ^.^ Today was junior prom and Senior cut day so the school was very empty. It was cool...but a lil lonely. But i found out i dont really need cassie that badly as long as i have friends that will cut for me lol. I cut English today i told my mom he was absent and i forgot to sign in so if someone calls it's not my fault. I dont think she actually believed me but she didnt yell so whatever. I dont know why but i'm worried about Cassie.. cuz or the whole junior prom bullshit..I worry about the whole drinking shit and i feel like there are gunna be a lot of fights and shit.. i don't think she is gunna have any fun but you never know she could have like the best time of her life and i'm just being a fucked up over worried protective sister. eh.. what can you do.. children grow up..*sniffle* you just gotta let em leave the nest. oki ignore me.

Have you ever had those times were everything thing is cool for a lil while and then someone jumps on the train and fucks it up. damn train jumpers! ^.^

Well i'm gunna go cuz i don't Feel like typing anymore.. i will later tho!

Thu, 20 May 2004 22:58:18 GMT

I forgot to mention where we would be going.
We go to.. so unknown planet called..um
E-arth

Thu, 20 May 2004 21:49:57 GMT

If the world was ending and you could bring one thing with you what would it be?

If you could bring one person who would it be?

Thu, 20 May 2004 21:46:51 GMT

I have a confession to make...

I love abby...

And I'm really drunk off mountain dew!

Thu, 20 May 2004 18:56:02 GMT

Hi again!

I'm still really bored.. There is a giant fly and it kept trying to attacl me and then my cat ate it and now she won't stop sneezing...it's very odd.

I was playing games and Abby imed me.. it didnt tell me so i didnt answer her so now she is gunna thinki'm being a really big bitch. I'm not exceatly avoiding her i just haven't had time especially since i've been sick.. you just gotta catch me at a time i'm not sleeping. So I'm sorry i didn't mean to all ignore you and what not.. but whatever.

I read A book today i cant tell you what the name of it was cuz i dont know. the cover was missing. It was an interesting book it was one of those mystery type of books that i normally don't like but it wasnt bad.. i wish i knew what is was.. i should ask my mom since i got it from her.

I have nothing to say still..um hold on i'll try to think of something really fast... um um...it's not working very well....but whatevers.. I'm gunna go now. bye bye

Thu, 20 May 2004 17:16:10 GMT

I'm home again..I had a spanish quiz today but whatever....Tomorrow i'll go to school cuz its friday...and the only day that is important day to go to school is fridays.

so anywayzz...I have really nothing to share cuz well.. the things i do i can't write.Heh. I always could ramble about the stupid shit i was talk about..but what good what that for us? Oh well who gives! Ramble i go!

Has anyone noticed how bad movies have gotten? Just the topics that people choose to write about are ridiculous. Is it possible movie people ran out of ideas? I should write movies..mine would have absolutely no point..but it would be great!

For whatever reason i'm watching vh1...one of those shows about bad songs for something.. they are4 so mean....just cuz some songs dont mke sense doesnt mean there bad!:( i mean they had the thong song! come on that was a great song lol. And AND the friends song! how dare they!....that was a good song until you heard it every week for 10 years.

In other ramblings I hate our country..we should really stop being total and complete assholes..i mean hey..remember when we got attacked and we all ran around in circles and couldnt figure out why.. well it could be because we beat on inncent people ya know and bush is our president..fuck America i wanna live in Ireland or Canda with ashley lol. But dont worry i won't be bombing anything anytime soon...i'm just not smart enough..heh..

Well...I'm bored with writing.. so i'm gunna go watch that damn vh1 show again.. Bye...and yes i do know i'm a loser..

Wed, 19 May 2004 19:55:40 GMT

Correction:

I dont wanna hear anymore i love yous.. i'm so fucking fed up and people dont seem to understand that "i'm a horrible person i'm sorry i dont do anything right" won't make anything better.. it makes me more mad. You were being selfish to begin with and you still are..

Wed, 19 May 2004 19:52:24 GMT

I hate how people like try to cominucate with me thru there journal. It's so fucking stupid. Say what you got to say to me..

I dont wanna hear anymore i love yous.. i'm so fucking fed up and people dont seem to understand that "i'm a horrible person i'm sorry i dont do anything right" will make anything better.. it makes me more mad. You were being selfish to begin with and you still are..

I hate people... i really do.. i know i've said this so many times before but i really truely do..but whatever..

I stayed home today i don't feel good. I haven't been feeling good at all lately and for some reason i couldnt stop caughing this morning so my mommy said i could stay home. Which was cool..but i should have went anyway i was doing good with the whole going to school thing. i slept til 12:30 i dont think i ever did that before and then i went back to sleep at 1 and didnt wake back up til like 2:30 cuz the phone was ringing.. people call my house too much...but its oki considering how many people live in my house.

Well.....i'm gunna go now...bye bye

Tue, 18 May 2004 20:33:57 GMT

Hey!

My mom isnt home so i get to got on the computer for a lil while! yay! Today was boring. Andrew wasnt in school well he was for a lil while but didnt go to any classes so it was like he wasnt there. I missed him during the day he is like the only person i have to talk to. I failed an Earth science test today it wasnt fun. I came close to passing though!

Stuff happened today that i'm amazingly pissed off about.. so i'm going to have to ignore someone tomorrow so if i don't talk to you then i'm ignoring you! hehe it will be a fabulous surprise.

In other news I love kas cuz she doesnt fuck me over (shut up ashley i can hear your thoughts). I love ashley too. Her weridness makes me happy and keeps me sane.

People are mean to my sister and as her sister i feel the need to go kick their asses! along with some of my own friends..bitches.. oh by sister i mean cassie even though people are mean to my sarah too... EVEN MORE BITCHES!!...there are too many of them these days.

Since my mom will be home soon i'm gunna go so goodbye everyone.

I love you.. well some of you...

^.^

Sun, 16 May 2004 22:16:18 GMT

Since you decided to comment on something on your journal i feel the need to respond but you know what im not cuz it's personal shit so yeah as much as i dont want to i'm gunna hold off on the bitchin out all over the place like i usually do when im in a bad mood. I'll probably write you a note though cuz you still have the book.

I ran out of books to read so im gunan end up typing a whole lot. I'm also in a really bad mood so this won't be very interesting. I dont really know how yesterday a fucking amazing day can be followed up with this. It's not fair but whatever yesterday was fuch a great day that it just doesnt matter.

Me and kas dont talk very often because of all the rules i have to follow but when we do i always realize how much i enjoy talking to her.

I hope its not hot tomorrow i hate going to school when it's hot it's like torture. too many people generating heat. damn people they should just stop breathing and like form a wall to block the sun for me so i can learn. I want summer to be over even though it didnt even start yet. I can't deal with heat it makes me crazy.. i never thought i'd say this bnut BRING BACK THE SNOW!

Oki i'm gunna go now! after writing about hot weather and shit i feel better lol!

Bye Bye!

Sun, 16 May 2004 16:03:42 GMT

Yeah as i read more of the book I didn't really feel the same way lol..it's kinda creepy. So anyway i'm really tired today i dont know why but i am and i don't feel and i haven't all weekend it sucks. I have an earth science test tomorrow i'm very not excited i hate monday tests they should so not be allowed especially in earth science cuz its hard...well for me. I probably should be cleaning my room but i'm too tired..so i'm avoiding it and i'm scared of it cuz it looked like it esploded..but hey my closet is clean ^.^ Well i'm gunna go finish my book cuz i only have like 20 pages left and then i'll come back cuz yeah i have nothing better to do today..

Bye!

Sun, 16 May 2004 00:54:46 GMT

Ever have one of those days were everying is perfect and if for some strange reason you exploded and died it would just be ok. For those who know about the saturday thing.. I made it be the right saturday and it was one of the best days i've ever experienced having. Just those perfect moments were i actually think maybe for once things might be alright and maybe living isnt so bad.

I started reading Go ask alice for the second time cuz i kinda forgot everything about from the frist time i read it. I dont think i read a book that made drugs look so good before. Just how she describes it and how beauitful it is..like just imagine a world that great that everything is calm and ok and just perfect.. but every perfect world like that costs money which is something i never have..unless it's like a dollar or something. Ashley enjoys giving me dollars..sometimes she steals them from people and gives it to me lol. One day i'll be rich by some kind of sick miricle and whatever money i dont spend on drugs i'll give to abby and ashley and other people and then i'll have to get more money so i can send my selfish to a place for special children with drug problems..I plan out such amazing futures for myself.

You know how everyone has that "frist love" bullshit...where they are "the one" at the time but then everything changes and no matter what you do or who else you love it just isnt the same and that person just never leaves your mind. Those times were your with someone else but yet still that damn person wont leave..no matter how much the someone else means to you. Sigh.. i'm just rambling..so i'll switch topics..

I hate journals but i love mine..I dont know why but i like having it around even though i can never really write what i want to write in case of who might see it..like those people who your not even friends with.

Today was a good day i liked it. but i have a feeling that i won't be having one of these really good days in a long time. alrighty i have to go cuz well yeah i have better things...really i do..for once i actualy do!

Bye bye!