akemi6699

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Madonna

Heylo..
I'm not very good at updating this journal..it's kinda on the bottom of my things to do list..or want to do list..anywayz..
I dyed my hair..it's a werido purple..i dont think i like it..everyone else says they do..werid..
My english teacher told me i'm a closet werid person today..
It was kinda werid..but it was funny at the time until everyone told me to come out of the closet..then it just wasnt funny.. I'm NOT  gay!...um...anyway
Omg! you stupid fuckers who have been absent for three days come to school!! (meaning Andrew and Ashley) I miss you guys!..you sadly like the only semi happy people in the world that have anything interesting to say.

I'm sooo bored..so i'm not going to bore anyone else with stupid shit i have to say so bye!!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: wild strawberries- I dont want to think about it

I'm going to start writing in this journal again
For andrew
Everyone is free to read or whatever
ill update later tho
bye!

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Garbage

Heylo oh dear journal of mine
My computer broke..it's not that i've been neglecting you.
My computer is all fixed now..but i think im going to have to abandon you..
People who shouldn't be reading you are..so I need to find a new one..
So I won't have to worry about every simple word i say getting around.
Goodbye journal..

We've had good times..

Current Mood: grumpy
Current Music: and still...garbage

Ugh..people suck..soo very very very much..
I was suppose to hang out with Abby today..but..she went to the beach..with marissa..and people..so she ditched us...and im so pissed off i cant even tell you..so now hopefully we can go to someone else's house and study. I could fucking bitch about this for a fucking hour but i shouldn't talk shit about abby in my journal...Even though i reallllly want to...bleck nevermind..she decided not to go...im still mad though..i guess i shouldnt be..i guess i should earse this whole thing..but im not cuz im too fucking lazy..I'm tired im gunna go to sleep maybe..bye

Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: I think i'm paranoid-Garbage

                Yesterday was the last day of classes..it was interesting..i kinda regret not going to ms.kim's class..i didnt get to say goodbye..by the end of the year..i almost liked her..So yeah everyone went to Naja's sweet 16..I went to Sarah's dance thing..it's always really interesting to watch..i love watching sarah though..like cuz she's my child so it's one of those proud moments..like her like 6 year old self is on a big stage just dancing away in a cute lil custome. Yeah so Last night was very interesting..the whole day was..And that is my update of the day..

Current Mood: discontent

I hate how people never comment unless u ask them to...well at less for me.

Another saturday..another day at home! This time it wasnt my fault though..i'm being forced to cuz of all those kick ass finals soon. And i think my dad and mom are going out and leaving me home with Sarah anywayz..YAY! i love them so much.. sigh..

So anyway! I slept so much i didnt get up until like 11! I was so proud of myself! I dont ever do that.. my body never lets me.

I watched Spirited away today. Aww it was a good movie... i want it..but its from the library..so i cant keep it..damn..I love movies like that.. Toturo and Princess Mononoke.

Well thats basicly all that happened so goodbye!

Current Mood: sympathetic
Current Music: HIM

Hi Journal!

Today was a boring yet happy day! I had 3rd and 4th off. 7th i had a sub but i went anyway.. i know who does that? but it was mr.lien.. and we all know how i feel about him lol.

People take shit i say the wrong way a lot..ior twist my words around and make it into something bad..its irrating.

Since it seems to be a trend to tell everyone that your a mess in your journal i'm kinda join in too and be a big sheep!

Hi my name is samantha,
And i'm a Mess
(i know i've used that before about something else but lets pretend i didn't lol)
Life bites..really it does...But you know what! It don't get any better so suck it up bitches! and if something good does roll around savor it..love it..hold it.. keep it close and never let go.
And my other wonderful words of wisdom of the day for bitches is:
Don't complain about every little thing that happens cuz then when something big rolls around people will be more willing to listen.

NONE OF THIS IS DIRECTED AT ANY SPECIFIC PERSON!
So i dont want no comments say oh im sorry and bullshit like usual!

Love you all!

Hey another word of wisdom..When people tell you they love you don't argue

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Dandy life-Collective soul

Heylo oh dear journal of mine!

Since my mother isnt home at the moment i get to update quickly! I had a Earth science test today.. 1st period..i wanted to shoot my teacher. If i passed it by some amazing miracle i would the happiest person ever.. and it would mean i have the best quessing skills EVER! I also has a english test today but no gives a shit bout english cuz its easy. OKI ENOUGH OF SCHOOL LIFE!

omg but one more thing! Andrew didnt come today!!! But it's oki i'm still living lol. AND from what i can remember i think i might have had fun 5th period..talking shit about people u hate makes the world taste better.

They should have shitty as a choice for mood

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Everything-Lifehouse

Hi!

So yeah i'm back now..with still nothing to really write about but never fear i'll come up with something.

I went a lot of places with my mom today she's been sad a lot lately so i've been trying to be her friend. Since it's saturday my dad is doing his whole wonderful drinking bullshit today. So he keeps starting fights with my mom i hate it. I fucking hate him sometimes. He's just another one of the many selfish people in the world. So yeah since my mom is at her meeting shit and my dad is drunk i have to take care of sarah and she's really cranky today. All in all today isnt a great day. BUT hopefully tomorrow will be! Cuz IT'S ABBY'S BIRTHDAY tomorrow!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!

alrighty thats the only update i have for the time being.

Bye!

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Nothing..Sarah likes to watch tv..a lot

Yay saturday! Yay Monday off!!

Yesterday was an interesting day  School SUCKED like a lot i cant remember why but it did..like a lot so for some odd reason i stayed after to watch musicfest even tho i knew abby was gunna be drinking..I really shouldn't have cause the whole thing made be upset. Then after We all went to applebees it was fun and so was barnes and nobles. we read books to each other.. it was actually really stupid but it was fun some how lol.

Oki!I'm gunna go...I'll write later!bye bye!

Correction:

Cassie is my sister.. not my teacher lol.

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: sadly nothing because sarah is watching tv

Hi everyone!

So as i suspected my poor cassie's prom sucked well..i dont relaly know but people dont like her now. I don't like the fact of what people are doing.. and i dotn think i would be any different even if she wasn't my teacher. I love cassie more then anyone else..She stood up for me the other day and i really feel the need to stand up for her.. but i cant just call up her friends and bitch them out. Cassie's Friends don't read this cuz well i'm not friends with them and if they did i would probably be pissed off. But Fuck you! except the select few. I would write a whole entry on Maddi and how much i hate her.. but i think everyone already knows ^.^  I thought about leaving a comment on her journal just to like bitch out at her but i didnt cuz i guess it's her and cassie's battle i would probably only make if worse for cassie anyway. I guess it's good she has had work a lot lately. but anyway something about me instead of my sister.

I went to abby's house yesterday i was fun.. i think..i dont really remember because i was so tired. I remember playing shithead. That was fun...i think.. i remember hitting abby a lot. I think i threw shoes at her but i dont remember if i actually did cuz i talked about throwing shoes at people a lot.. especially that specific person i hate a whole lot. I was sad kas couldn't come over :(

alrighty i'm gunna go now. bye bye

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Girlfriend-Eve 6

Hello my puppets

Thank you for actually answering my dumb questions lol it made me happy. ^.^ Today was junior prom and Senior cut day so the school was very empty. It was cool...but a lil lonely. But i found out i dont really need cassie that badly as long as i have friends that will cut for me lol. I cut English today i told my mom he was absent and i forgot to sign in so if someone calls it's not my fault. I dont think she actually believed me but she didnt yell so whatever. I dont know why but i'm worried about Cassie.. cuz or the whole junior prom bullshit..I worry about the whole drinking shit and i feel like there are gunna be a lot of fights and shit.. i don't think she is gunna have any fun but you never know she could have like the best time of her life and i'm just being a fucked up over worried protective sister. eh.. what can you do.. children grow up..*sniffle* you just gotta let em leave the nest. oki ignore me.

Have you ever had those times were everything thing is cool for a lil while and then someone jumps on the train and fucks it up. damn train jumpers! ^.^

Well i'm gunna go cuz i don't Feel like typing anymore.. i will later tho!

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: Eve 6

If the world was ending and you could bring one thing with you what would it be?

If you could bring one person who would it be?

I have a confession to make...

I love abby...

And I'm really drunk off mountain dew!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: No doubt

Hi again!

I'm still really bored.. There is a giant fly and it kept trying to attacl me and then my cat ate it and now she won't stop sneezing...it's very odd.

I was playing games and Abby imed me.. it didnt tell me so i didnt answer her so now she is gunna thinki'm being a really big bitch. I'm not exceatly avoiding her i just haven't had time especially since i've been sick.. you just gotta catch me at a time i'm not sleeping. So I'm sorry i didn't mean to all ignore you and what not.. but whatever.

I read A book today i cant tell you what the name of it was cuz i dont know. the cover was missing. It was an interesting book it was one of those mystery type of books that i normally don't like but it wasnt bad.. i wish i knew what is was.. i should ask my mom since i got it from her.

I have nothing to say still..um hold on i'll try to think of something really fast... um um...it's not working very well....but whatevers.. I'm gunna go now. bye bye

Current Mood: bored

I'm home again..I had a spanish quiz today but whatever....Tomorrow i'll go to school cuz its friday...and the only day that is important day to go to school is fridays.

so anywayzz...I have really nothing to share cuz well.. the things i do i can't write.Heh. I always could ramble about the stupid shit i was talk about..but what good what that for us? Oh well who gives! Ramble i go!

Has anyone noticed how bad movies have gotten? Just the topics that people choose to write about are ridiculous. Is it possible movie people ran out of ideas? I should write movies..mine would have absolutely no point..but it would be great!

For whatever reason i'm watching vh1...one of those shows about bad songs for something.. they are4 so mean....just cuz some songs dont mke sense doesnt mean there bad!:( i mean they had the thong song! come on that was a great song lol. And AND the friends song! how dare they!....that was a good song until you heard it every week for 10 years.

In other ramblings I hate our country..we should really stop being total and complete assholes..i mean hey..remember when we got attacked and we all ran around in circles and couldnt figure out why.. well it could be because we beat on inncent people ya know and bush is our president..fuck America i wanna live in Ireland or Canda with ashley lol. But dont worry i won't be bombing anything anytime soon...i'm just not smart enough..heh..

Well...I'm bored with writing.. so i'm gunna go watch that damn vh1 show again.. Bye...and yes i do know i'm a loser..

Correction:

I dont wanna hear anymore i love yous.. i'm so fucking fed up and people dont seem to understand that "i'm a horrible person i'm sorry i dont do anything right" won't make anything better.. it makes me more mad. You were being selfish to begin with and you still are..